【連想分析1】

表2　受容と共生のイメージ合わせ

Ａ　”You know I am sick. Do you know what is wrong with me? I have canser. I have canser from the accumulation of shame I endured in my life. That is how canser comes about: from self-loathing the body turns malignant and begins to eat away at itself.　意味1　1、意味2　3、意味3　1、意味4　1、人工知能2

Ｂ　”You say, ‘What is the point of consuming yourself in shame and loathing? I don’t want to listen to the story of how you feel, it is just another story, why don’t you do something?’ And when you say that, I say, ‘Yes.’ I say, ‘Yes.’ I say, ‘Yes.’　意味1　1、意味2　3、意味3　1、意味4　1、人工知能2

Ｃ　”There is nothing I can reply but ‘Yes’ when you put that question to me. But let me tell you what it is like to utter that ‘Yes.’ It is like being on trial for your life and being allowed only two words. Yes and No. Whenever you take a breath to speak out, you are warned by the judges: ‘Yes or No: no speeches’.
意味1　1、意味2　2、意味3　1、意味4　1、人工知能1

Ｄ　’Yes,’ you say. Yet all the time you feel other words stirring inside you like life in the womb. Not like a child kocking, not yet, but like the very beginnings, like the deepdown stirring of knowledge a woman has when she is pregnant.
“There is not only death inside me. There is life too. The death is strong, the life is weak. But my duty is to the life. I must keep it alive. I must.　意味1　1、意味2　3、意味3　1、意味4　1、人工知能2

Ｅ　”You do not believe in words. You think only blows are real, blows and bullets. But listen to me: can’t you hear that the words I speak are real? Listen! They may only be air but they come from my heart, from my womb. They are not Yes, they are not No. What is living inside me is something else, another word. And I am fighting for it, in my manner, fighting for it not to be stifled.　
意味1　1、意味2　3、意味3　1、意味4　1、人工知能2

花村嘉英（2020）「クッツェーの『Age of Iron（鉄の時代）』の執筆脳について」より